Monday, January 18, 2010

A comment maybe?

A lot of things happen these days..
But i am glad that some of it are solved.
Somehow, i feel like things are going too fast for me.
I don't know, but i just feel that way.
It's like everything was a dream,
a dream which seems so real and lasted so long,
like i would never wake up.
I sometimes regretted what i do in the past,
thinking that why am i so stupid to have done those things?
That will hurts not only me, and other people.
Including my friends around me
I know things are over and i shouldn't have think about it.
But i can't!
Whenever i face them , i will just feel so guilty~
I should have really forget all those things about it.
Even if i want to drink,
i will be scared that i will be drunk that i spill out all the truth.

Well, i really don't know why i am talking about all this rubbish.
But i really want to say sorry to a person,
that i will definitely owe in this lifetime.
If i can go back to the past , i certainly won't do this kind of things.
Really, no one of us will be willing to play with fire,
as it will not only hurt us and the one around us.

Shouldn't have talk so much of these rubbish..
Now, get down to the life i have been having these few weeks.. (:

I have really been living to the full these few weeks..
Have been working , and playing ..
But sometimes working makes me so tired,
making me want to change job.
But well , i can't, and i won't.
At least i should have finish my job, which is til 12 feb.
And i still have to wait for my pay..
I want to buy a lot of stuffs.
But i am too broke now to be able to shop around.
But well , just two weeks more i can get my money.
After which , i will certainly shop like crazy! xP
And clubbing, which i haven't gone to for a long time,
since the countdown for 2010.
I miss the fun that i and my friends used to have there.(:

Hmmm.. need to go and have a bath now..
Sorry to have post such a short one after such a long time
But the next one certainly will be long enough... :D