Sunday, February 28, 2010

A comment maybe?

23 Feb..
Sometimes things wouldn't go the way you wish it to,
and it really makes us disappointed..
Supposed to be an enjoyable day out,
yet it was spoiled.
From starting to almost the end,
everything seems to go wrong.
I even get drunk so easily , which i usually won't,
just because of someone who does not even worth it.
It makes me feel so stupid..
Same things happen again , yet again.
But this time is the worst.
I really can't believe that he did that,
said all those words which broke my heart thoroughly.
But yet, it really happen.

Trying not to think about it after that, but i can't.
Everything and every place seems to link to him,
making it harder for me to forget him..

But, i's lucky to see his real personality.
Said i'm faking in understanding him, childish, unreasonable.
If i'm really unreasonable, i would have go and find her long ago.
And if i'm not understanding, i wouldn't have done those things.
And if i'm childish, why can't i be? I am just a 17 years old girl.
What's more can he expect out of me?
Complained that i am too sticky to him,
and when i'm not, he also complains..
What does he want?

2 march,
Uulucky day..we saw each other at chinatown's karaoke.
I was having a great fun when he suddenly walked past,
Totally spoiled my mood.
In that second, i didn't even know what i'm doing.
And if he can say those words,
then he doesn't have the right to ever look into my room,
Idiotic Jerk!
But well, i guess i'm over him..
I still can get high and sing a lot of high songs with xueting, my darling. (:
Guys aren't worth for us to cry over them..
Just show them we are happy, and that's the way. :D

3 march..
We went to see a certain person..
Some things happen on this day too,
but all was fine.
And i am glad of it too!

Well, i still need to report to my new school tomorrow.
So , i guess i'm off to sleep,
in addition i need to cure my panda's eyes.
as i haven't been getting enough sleep this few days. :P