Understood ?

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

A comment maybe?

Something's weighing down in my heart.

But, you know what?
I seriously don't know what is it..

I just felt so damn moody nowadays, without knowing why? :( Trying to control my feelings, and not flaring up for no reason. I am great that I did that..

Today... was exceptional~
I flared up in front of mummy and sister. Sorry that I did that~ It's just that I feel so lost.

Lost for not knowing what's weighing me down?
Lost for not knowing if I am able to tell anyone how I feel?
Lost for not knowing, what makes me feel lost?

In the end, everything is such a torture to me. Things, and people around me are against me.. Or, was it what I thought?

Family...
Are they truly there when I need someone to understand me, deep down?

I guess, no one would be able to do that. What about me? Do I even understand myself?

NO, should be the answer..

It's just that,
behind that smile, you never know what's really going on..