The Loss, 02052013 | Wednesday, October 23, 2013 | A comment maybe? |
Baby, I miss you!
I can't help, but feel the loss of you.
You are once in my body, that I can even feel your heartbeat. The existence of you, makes me feel nauseous, at least I know you are there.
Now, you have gone to somewhere far away, so far away from me. I can no longer feel you.
Every single time, when I pass by anything related to babies , I just can't help it but feel the loss of you in me again.
I really regret, of making that decision. Why didn't I stand strong, and say I want you? Why?
Mummy is so useless! Mummy is the one that send you so far away from me! Mummy is the one that took away your life.
Forgive me please~ Forgive me for being so selfish~
Dearest Baby,
You will always be there in my heart, in my whole life. No one can take you away from me, or replace your place in my heart. Love you always~ <3 Please be safe no matter where you are~
Love,
Mummy