| You | Saturday, March 15, 2014 | A comment maybe? |
没想过我那么爱你，直到真的失去你.
Never thought of losing you..
Maybe that's why, I didn't know how to treasure you when you are by my side, and taking you for granted. Thought that you will not leave no matter what.
Now, you belong to someone else. And I am going berserk just by thinking of it. Seeing those photos, just make it worse.
l chose to hurt you, and to leave you. I regretted.
Everyone is telling me to let go, since there isn't any turn backs now.
I know that, no matter how hard I wish and pray, you will never turn back to look at me and love me like you did before.
You look so happy with her.
You told me that you will never betray her because she is way too good.
I would never be a third party to someone's relationship.
Because I know how much it hurts, and how much you will regret it..
But my heart is still lingering. Filled with memories of you, of us, be it good or bad.
Pushing everyone away from me now, because I know I won't find someone like you anymore.
Have been telling myself, to forget, to let go of all our memories.
And, all I wish for you is to be happy, and we can truly be friends.
But the more I want to let go, the feeling seems to become stronger.
It is so intense that my heart really hurts.
I guess I have not really love someone truly, except you.
Because previous break-ups wasn't as bad as this, didn't make my heart dead like now.
